Bellevue
Literary
Review
     

  A journal of humanity
and human experience
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Selections from Bellevue Literary Review, Fall 2002

Jim & John

Matthew Thorburn

Wherever I go
  I go, too,
a contortionist's act
  every time, and if we dance
we dance together, too
  many legs, too few
arms (we've got just two
  to share).
I stepped on someone's toe,
  but whose? We're a couple in search
   
of a couple. No use whispering
  to a woman, I'd love to be alone with you.
She's too busy thinking-
  wondering? shuddering?-
But they must bathe together,
  dress together; can't undress
him without him naked too.
  Or He couldn't hug me without…
Yes, I'd have half
   
   
the hugging to do.
  He'll say to her,
This is my brother, he's along
  for the ride; I'll close my eyes-
as if that'd help-
  for the dinner, the dance,
but what about what
  comes after? Come on, shall I pretend-
to snooze? Snore a bit? Yes.
   
   
And I'll tell her, No, don't
   
worry, my brother's passed
   
out-too much to drink-it's just
   
you and me now, he won't hear
   
a thing. No, I'm sure. But we
   
   
haven't much time. Do you
   
know what it's like to be
   
with someone always and always
   
be lonely? Yes, I love him. No,
   
not like this; this… no, he-
  Oh! I was sleeping, honestly-
didn't hear a thing.
  Not a thing. I was dreaming-
Goodnight, then, goodnight-
  of my other arm.